“If you were of the world, the world would love its own. Yet because you are not of the world, but I chose you out of the world, therefore the world hates you. John 15:19
It’s not in our nature to endure hatred. Every particle of our soul burns for acceptance, for love. It was the very thing that led us to Jesus in the first place, the promise that “neither death nor life, nor angels nor principalities nor powers, nor things present nor things to come, nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.” (Romans 8:38-39) The world offered us many things, and they were good, though sometimes fickle gifts: admiration, acceptance, respect, belonging, even family, but not that. Not the , unshakable love of a savior. But it’s in His nature to be hated.
“This happened that the word might be fulfilled which is written in their law,” He says. “‘They hated Me without a cause.’” John 15:25
And when we realize that, everything in our being tries to flee. We’ll break the promises we just made, three times over. We’ll keep silent because we love the praise of man more than the praise of God. We’ll testify falsely because we can’t handle the fear.
It’s not always that we don’t believe or that we don’t love him that keeps us from following. It’s sometimes that we can’t bare to be hated. We’re terrified of what the mob will do to us, so we hang back in the safe spaces. We whisper about the injustice to other friends, but only to those who we know will agree. We hide our testimony, because we’re terrified they will make space for our cross too. When He catches our eye from a distance we’re suddenly humiliated by our weakness. We hang our heads and sob, but still, we don’t dare step out of the shadows.
He kept warning us, waking us to pray. He knew we would not be able to endure the condescending looks and snide comments. Or the scorn slammed in our face daily. He knew we couldn’t bare their anger, or the burning of our humiliation, all if we merely mention His name.
But he promised that night not to leave us orphaned in our pain.
“And I will pray the Father, and He will give you another Helper, that He may abide with you forever— the Spirit of truth, whom the world cannot receive, because it neither sees Him nor knows Him; but you know Him, for He dwells with you and will be in you. John 14:16-17 NKJV
Something that would save us from this shame. That would push us out from our hiding places and out of our sanctuaries, able to fight their hatred with the truth.
The Spirit of truth…
His word in our hearts like a burning fire
Shut up in our bones.
We would weary of holding it back,
And we would not. (Jeremiah 20:9 NKJV)
But for now, as the hour of temptation is at hand, we break the bread and drink the cup, remembering our weakness in the light of his sacrificial love. We huddle, sleepily in the garden, and realize how weak we are without Him, without the Holy Spirit he promises will help us.
For tonight, our only protection is the prayers he says on our behalf.
“I do not pray that You should take them out of the world,
But that You should keep them from the evil one.
They are not of the world, just as I am not of the world.
Sanctify them by Your truth. Your word is truth.
As You sent Me into the world, I also have sent them into the world.
And for their sakes I sanctify Myself, that they also may be sanctified by the truth.”